I am beginning to get to grips with this theme now, a few more tweaks with it and then I can start adding proper stuff, and actually implement some customorising. I’m so tired I’m not ever sure that customorising is even an actual word.
I haven’t written properly in here for a very long time. Lately I have had a lot of things going on and the last thing I wanted to do was write it all down here in black and white for me or anyone else to see, because that would have made everything seem real. I’m not too sure I could face up to that. I don’t really think I can now but I need to be strong. He needs me to be strong.
Im soooooooo fucked off. I just wrote a massive entry, that I have had to overcome tears to write, and stupid wordpress lost it.
I’ve been wanting to write in here for days. Days. So I figured that it was time to actually sort this out. Im toying with the idea of upgrading to the new version of wordpress but I have to do it manually and right now I really don’t think I have the brainpower - this theme has taken it out of me! I really like the way it works but right now trying to customorize it has just confused the hell out of me, I’ve had to delete the entire theme and reupload once already. The only good thing about that is that it kicked me in touch and I finally downloaded an ftp client, rather that using the control panel doing each file manually. I really don’t help myself sometimes. So yes, a work in progress Im going to call it, but with nothing to do as JR is away, Again, my nights can be spent burried under css, php, and html. Oh Joy.
